Gregasaurus

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Posted by SAURUS at 8:26 PM

SAURUS: Oxnard, Ca, United States; I remember thinking that life and people were for the most part a good thing. As I've aged and near retirement I take a different look at myself and the life I will leave behind. The loves of my life are that important anymore. I'm too selfish to care and unable to feel much anymore. I've lost my ability to love and appreciate the things that were so important to me. I've lost wives, kids and grandchildren to my own doing, I will own that and be truthful to myself in stating. I am a flawed man living in a flawed world and I never did enjoy it much. I tried to make a difference where I could and for the life of me can't see what good I have done. This may appear to be a pessimistic view of things, for me this is all reality. No rainbows and puppy dogs for me just the reality of being an asshole and watching the shit flow freely, knowing my life could have been so much better but it never got a chance thanks to me.

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