Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Cannot Wait til 2012-Please Run Sarah...Please!

Posted earlier on Twitter how I really hope Sarah Palin runs for President that way Barrack can relax a bit and know he won't be in any danger of sending the moving truck to the White house to move out after 2012. The absolute two most dangerous people o the planet are her and Michelle Bachmann who truly  have no idea how to live, to communicate or to think rationally. It's essentially all the republican party has left to fight their off kilter fight of lies and story telling to make themselves look better, even want to take away the medic-air for the old and the needy but hey they are trying to save us taxpayers money by not taxing the millionaires and calling that the right thing to do. So with the im pending political season and the mud slinging, the record of our current PResident will rise above and the republicans just don't have an electable candidate to beat him. Should be fun to see the hypocritical Republicans get caught with their pants down and not remembering what stance they held and forgot that it is
all caught on tape and regurgitated back to remind them how they spin their own web to suit the day.  All under the guise of the Bible and the religious right who hide behind the goodness by doing so much bad. Sad to see but the people are smart and will show the truth with their votes...Good times and the wait is on!

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Been a Long Time!

Been awhile since I have been on this side of the house, Nov 7, 2010 to be exact. As  write this I'm in Salt Lake City with my wife Terria watching motorcycle races at Miller Motorsports park where the best racers in the world have assembled and put on a great show, 3 more races tomorrow then the 12 hour drive home to the Nard. Been a  great trip so far and really got hooked into some bad weather, it was raining and 48 degrees at the track today but we managed to bundle up and stay warm enough. This sight was my original forum, or Blog as people in the know like to term it these days, but been away and at my other site"openthemind" but feel that this site has been left to die a slow death, my CPR now will hopefully inspire me to keep this side of the house alive and continue to write in a different style or mode of attack, maybe poetry,song writing or just plain loud and obnoxious rants could be the answer, we shall see. But anyway, it is a quick reminder that sometimes we forget who brought us to the dance and go for something new and different, buts it's only me and its the same old bullshit spun from a different side of the aisle is all. Im back but not sure to which degree and which angle to attack my thoughts on this site??? we shall see I suppose.It is mine and I will always own it outright

Friday, October 29, 2010

Friday winds down !

I just finished an interesting lunch of pasta and a PGB&J sandwich, and relaxed watching ESPN in our lunchroom kitchen. The day is really dragging at this point  and i am up front again to give myself something to do for the next 2 1/2 hours til I head to Bally's and workout before we go to the Football game tonight. My hopes of  this day ending soon are dashed and I'm just really anxious to get out of here and get my workout and sauna and maybe even sit in the jacuzzi at the gym. Got a text from Terria stating the very same and she too is anxious for her school week to be done and get to our weekend! My desk computer is ready to blow up and is making a really annoying humming sound and needs to be replaced, and i don't have the proper Adobe player to view videos on it or do my emails from there so I need to venture to the front where i can access my account and view it all from the front, the only issue at front is the occasional customer and or phone call. So I sit up here and write  from a visitor side computer and really wished i was on my laptop at home where it has lightning speed and the fact that i woud be home would really work for me right now. my mind is really wandering and racing right now, over anxious and times lire this is where i go to hiyt golf bals or make that second trip to the gym on weekends, but working now and just allow myself the opp to do what i always do ,Think way too much about shit that is really stupid, I wish i could watch porn here at work then I'd have something to do all day long lol, get really excited and peel a few off lmmfao "what are those noises coming from Greg's desk?" Ewwwwww!!!!!! fuckin funny, Hope tonight's game goes well and  all my classmates leave me alone and can get away from them by not having to relive the " remember when " questions and blah blah blah, i'm not really Social ,although I put on a good show when i am with people i don't know, sounds ridiculous to all those that know me to hear that But I do socialize and make do with the charm and humor but I'd rather be with people i know and places where i can truly be an ass and people understand I'm just being me and laugh  it off. As i stated previously Facebook is essentially dead to me and the whole Facebook community spends way too much time talking about stuff that i could truly give a rats ass about but I do have some nice friends on there and will stay aboard as observer only, my posts are seemingly much too controversial as nobody seems to want to touch them and comments are sparse, or maybe I'm not as exciting or as intelligent as i think I am ??? Who know either way very quiet on FB and knowing full well the social networks are not the place to spend too much time bantering about, the blogs that i maintain are really good for me and give me the needed forum to express my true self without fear of reprisals or being judged as being anything but Greg Duran, the Man who doesn't give a fuck about a lot of shit and yet gives a fuck about alot of shit at the same time, what complex mind right? So i head into the end of my day with anticipation and an awareness that I am the master of my destiny and will continue to do so without fears and with out anything but the goodness of my heart and my love for life and all those are a big part of it all. It will be a great weekend i am sure and I look forward to baking Roberts cake and having him over for a relaxing few minutes of whatever it is we decide to do. More to come later on tonight i am pretty sure and more this weekend as the events unfold. I will watch college Football and  whatever Baseball that is on . As long as Oregon Beats USC this weekend i am cool, Auburn Tigers are incredible and Cam Newton is the most impressive specimen have seen since Bo Jackson, Go Aauburn , would love to see them and Oregon square of in the BCS championship game , either Oregon or Boise State.

Clarity of Knowing

I ran into a wall today
I broke it down and ran away
I saw the past of my dismay
Coming home to a brand new way

Opened eyes and closing doors
mistakes forbidden anymore
A chance to pick myself up from the floor
retrospection and the things I adore

rolling in pleasures and no more pain
reliving the goodness over again
Clarity my best friend without a fight
The world is Chrystal in my sights

Venture upward in another dimension
time and efforts put into my ascention
rewards and victories await my completion
the finish line of an incomplete mission

The work and play of a daily grind
The happiness that's never far behind
No looking back to unload and rewind
Missions and provisions here to remind

Life is fleeting but I am not
running away from the goodness that i desperately sought
everyday is my Sunday best
I work and I thrive to pass my tests

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Slowly Grown Roses

Stop and smell the Roses
no worries as to how it grew to be
just pick it ,smell it and enjoy
photosynthesis don't mean a thing

complex things need not be difficult
enjoy the simplicity that you can
difficult times will be whatever they will be
enjoy the goodness while you can

To think so much it hurts
wonder what it feels like to smile all day
to laugh is an after thought
to cry is a shameful sin

letting the balloons fly freely
emotions and suppressed belonging
I owe myself a train of thought
to feel that what I am is right

baby steps to longer strides
growth will spurt in acceptance and self worth
holding a grip on the regulators pulse
turn it on and turn it up

breaking ground on new horizons
a life map and a compass guides me
emotions and a wayward thought
doing things from the hole in my grab bag

slowing down the cerebral whirlwind
playing in the mud real slow
I might get dirty and smell real bad
but I will smell the Roses in my hands