Monday, January 9, 2012
Mental checkup and Check in
This side of the fence has been neglected for so long, I can only wish that i had enough material to fill these halls with joyful banter and witty spewage coming from the Gregasaurus but to no avail I don't have much to add here anymore but the occasional check in and keep it running and start the motor up every now and then. Life as i know it is getting better each and every day , Terria is amazing as usual and the boys are doing their own thing and growing up and away from the flock. So i can only say that all is well and that I am a work in progress these days never stopping and always moving onward and upward in my personal search for the goodness that I want to Share with Terria and the family. Each day is a victory and the blessing s of life are just that ,Blessings! I have reflected back a bit on a almost 2 years ago when i made the biggest mistake of my life and have still failed to pay it forward in my mind, can't forget but only been forgiven a thousand times! i thank Terria for being the good, forgiven amazing wife to give me so much love and time to heal from my departures in the spring of 2010!That chapter behind us both we live and grow together each day with the thoughts of growing old together but enjoying our middle years currently is so very enjoyable. Thanking terria and God for allowing this growth and without going all Tim tebow on everybody I do appreciate and know where my blessings come from and thank God daily for the goodness that he has bestowed upon my incredible life
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
A World of Chance!
After a very good dialogue with Chancey this afternoon about many things on many fronts, I reinforce the reasons why i admire him so much. Not many people understand the real Greg, they say they do and know how i was raised and brought up, all good Catholic upbringing with the right amounts of guilt, hatred and judgemental slayings of other to make the good book happy. Well I had nothing to do with that upbringing and ruled myself away from that whole Catholic thing at the age of 9 when the Nun told me I was going to hell fro stealing something and lying to my parents, granted it was a coupe of quarters and a sucker from my brother and i lied that i was not in trouble in school on a certain day to my folks. So off to hell i went as a 9 year old according to Ms. Nevergetlaid. With that sore taste in my mouth from the church of guilt i went on, my mother surprisingly didn't make me get my first Communion, or confirmation or whatever the fuck those jackholes do to make you spend more money in their church and make you feel that much guiltier as a result of being born a sinner and a human being! so back to my man Chancey who has some of the finest writing skills in the land and along with my son Brandon can always Wow me with the written word.
My man Chancey has thrown the whole Reunion thing at me over the past year or so and we both agreed not to go unless the other one goes, well i don't want to go and he doesn't want to go and as i told him ,I'm so over friggin high School and the few that i care about are Facebook friends and that's all i need to be honest here. The phony and synthetic astro turfer we call class of 81 are just that, very .very fake and i didn't like them in high School and they probably didn't care for my wise ass either so all in all win win for everybody concerned. Talking to Chance he and i are really on the same page when it comes to most everything ideologically speaking, we are both live and let live liberals who really think the bible thumpers and Tea Party extremist bought and paid for by big business we call the Koch Brothers and Dick Armey area fucking joke to intelligent people. I do appreciate his insight on most everything from Baseball to Red headed voluptuous woman that he truly is enamored by , to include ex porn stars and current Folk singers alike! I have reconnected with a few really good people via facebook but all in all it really is the last and first line of defense for Terria and i to communicate with our son braz in Afghanistan when he is there as he is now, we hope to hear from him and do on occation and thus i keep my facebook page alive and well.
Thanks Bob Chancey for allowing me to be me and not ever judging me or making false pretense about the way i was raised or my moral values, i have made so many mistakes but as red blooded human beings we are entitled to do that very thing and ask for the forgiveness from the proper person, not some red blooded sinner as i am, and thanks for also allowing me to speak my mind and never getting butt hurt when I do, taking the time to know me for me and not who you think i should be. No, Facebook is not a stage for me to perform, i don't know how to be anything but myself and the drum beat i call my own is all I know, it may be a tired song but it is my Song that i will never apologize for playing the way I do. And Thank you Bob for never condemning me for my indiscretion's a year and half ago, nor judging me in the least bit. I am very blessed to have the friends that i have chosen and the ones who have chosen me back and accept me for the flawed person that i am. I don't carry a bible with me but feel I am a better christian than most who do, i don't carry a firearm because my words and intelligence can stop a war from starting or end one after it starts!
My man Chancey has thrown the whole Reunion thing at me over the past year or so and we both agreed not to go unless the other one goes, well i don't want to go and he doesn't want to go and as i told him ,I'm so over friggin high School and the few that i care about are Facebook friends and that's all i need to be honest here. The phony and synthetic astro turfer we call class of 81 are just that, very .very fake and i didn't like them in high School and they probably didn't care for my wise ass either so all in all win win for everybody concerned. Talking to Chance he and i are really on the same page when it comes to most everything ideologically speaking, we are both live and let live liberals who really think the bible thumpers and Tea Party extremist bought and paid for by big business we call the Koch Brothers and Dick Armey area fucking joke to intelligent people. I do appreciate his insight on most everything from Baseball to Red headed voluptuous woman that he truly is enamored by , to include ex porn stars and current Folk singers alike! I have reconnected with a few really good people via facebook but all in all it really is the last and first line of defense for Terria and i to communicate with our son braz in Afghanistan when he is there as he is now, we hope to hear from him and do on occation and thus i keep my facebook page alive and well.
Thanks Bob Chancey for allowing me to be me and not ever judging me or making false pretense about the way i was raised or my moral values, i have made so many mistakes but as red blooded human beings we are entitled to do that very thing and ask for the forgiveness from the proper person, not some red blooded sinner as i am, and thanks for also allowing me to speak my mind and never getting butt hurt when I do, taking the time to know me for me and not who you think i should be. No, Facebook is not a stage for me to perform, i don't know how to be anything but myself and the drum beat i call my own is all I know, it may be a tired song but it is my Song that i will never apologize for playing the way I do. And Thank you Bob for never condemning me for my indiscretion's a year and half ago, nor judging me in the least bit. I am very blessed to have the friends that i have chosen and the ones who have chosen me back and accept me for the flawed person that i am. I don't carry a bible with me but feel I am a better christian than most who do, i don't carry a firearm because my words and intelligence can stop a war from starting or end one after it starts!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Typical Me!
Sitting across the table from Terria in typical nightly fashion, tonight having a conversation about recipes for deep dish Chicago style pizza which he hope to attempt here soon. Each of us playing with the modernistic technology created by Apple and the formerly amazing Steve Jobs, the Apple mark has made it's mark on the world and we are a part of it whether we want to be or not, we are either a part of the wave or the bridge that it flows freely away from I guess. Listening to Terria coughing is a little disconcerting and troublesome to say the least, must have caught something from one of the kids at school and brought it on home to enjoy for herself. Still looking at recipes online and I'm playing itunes library of current and past tunes from last month all the way to the 60's, loving the music , t relaxes an already relaxed man to even more fluid places emotionally, tonight's selection is Foster the people and the toe tapping has begun.
After dinner worked on the DVD for a friend, still need to cut and paste a little to get it to fit on a 2 hour disc and eventually will figure it all out. Meanwhile thumbing through my New Yorker magazines, have a few editions that I have yet to read and am doing catchup a bit, also started re -reading Sex, Mom and the bible by Frank Schaeffer and am trying to get back into the swing of reading again, have about six or seven books I need to read and plan on dong so real soon.
Feeling a bit tired tonight, had an early dinner and watched a little TV and am surfing here on the web and doing a little writing to keep the razors sharp when I really need them in a battle of wits or something stupid on Facebook, yeah right , as if I could ever get into an interesting conversation in that cesspool of simplicity and teddy bear hugging contests but I defer to my passions elsewhere and I will. Not much happened at the gym, was a very good hour of working the lower body and back today and feel really ready to shower and call t a night before watching season 8 of wings before bed tonight. So much for the excitement and flare that is lacking tonight but it's Tuesday and it's all I have today is a little bit of nothing to share on this side of the literary equator, or as I prefer , the nice side of town over here on the Gregasaurus site.Keeping it light, but trying to keep it real. Will try to muster up a little more tomorrow after some thought about my co-workers plight with the bitch ex and how he plans on conquering the new found Parenthood that might just kick his ass... I hope not but the grumblings can be heard from far away, we need to man him up a bit and see where it all leads! Good Night
After dinner worked on the DVD for a friend, still need to cut and paste a little to get it to fit on a 2 hour disc and eventually will figure it all out. Meanwhile thumbing through my New Yorker magazines, have a few editions that I have yet to read and am doing catchup a bit, also started re -reading Sex, Mom and the bible by Frank Schaeffer and am trying to get back into the swing of reading again, have about six or seven books I need to read and plan on dong so real soon.
Feeling a bit tired tonight, had an early dinner and watched a little TV and am surfing here on the web and doing a little writing to keep the razors sharp when I really need them in a battle of wits or something stupid on Facebook, yeah right , as if I could ever get into an interesting conversation in that cesspool of simplicity and teddy bear hugging contests but I defer to my passions elsewhere and I will. Not much happened at the gym, was a very good hour of working the lower body and back today and feel really ready to shower and call t a night before watching season 8 of wings before bed tonight. So much for the excitement and flare that is lacking tonight but it's Tuesday and it's all I have today is a little bit of nothing to share on this side of the literary equator, or as I prefer , the nice side of town over here on the Gregasaurus site.Keeping it light, but trying to keep it real. Will try to muster up a little more tomorrow after some thought about my co-workers plight with the bitch ex and how he plans on conquering the new found Parenthood that might just kick his ass... I hope not but the grumblings can be heard from far away, we need to man him up a bit and see where it all leads! Good Night
Monday, October 10, 2011
A Quick fly by
Posted allot of music around here and not much writing at all, touching base on this side of the fence and really looking forward to a new workweek after having 4 days off . REally enjoying the news these days and the take back Wall street movement of real grassroots movement not supported by anybody but real people and a few celebrities who truly understand that Wall Street s the root of our issues and owning the politicians have enslaved them to Wall Streets money and in turn has held them captive ,which by proxy hold all americans hostage to the greed and deception!
REading and writing always passions of mine and still trying to further educate myself of things that I know very little about, politics, religion, Social issues and people in general are real points of interest for me, hopefully I can remember this side of the fence to share some thoughts and write some stuff and post less music over her but maybe more serious things that are going on. know 'I had sad that this site wold be the laid back side of things but what the hell, at times just gotta talk about things others that Music, sports and big Boobs...new at 11 Good night
REading and writing always passions of mine and still trying to further educate myself of things that I know very little about, politics, religion, Social issues and people in general are real points of interest for me, hopefully I can remember this side of the fence to share some thoughts and write some stuff and post less music over her but maybe more serious things that are going on. know 'I had sad that this site wold be the laid back side of things but what the hell, at times just gotta talk about things others that Music, sports and big Boobs...new at 11 Good night
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
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