Crowded House Recurring Dream Live (7/13)

It's fairly obvious to me why this is my favorite Crowded House song ever Recorded. Thanks Neil Finn and Co.

Crowded House Fall At Your Feet Live

Too cool of a song, , thanks again for the great memories and still great music!

crowded house dont dream its over live

Had the pleasure to see these guys twice and each time what a super show it was! Too many hits to count and they still keep coming in the form of production of others music

Bruce Cockburn, Lovers in a Dangerous Time, 9/11 Moments

A Very Nice tune from 2 of my favorite singers from the 90's and 2 of Canada's best performers. Bruce cockburn and the dude from Barenaked ladies!!!! Good times

Erwin

Coupled with surprises, there are a few things in this world that I despise. Besides the aforementioned Surprise element which I am totally not onboard,  I am also inundated with the ongoing disappointment factor from friends and people who say one thing and do another, the fact that the spoken word means nothing and yet i i believe them at their word even when there is nothing on record or in the past that show i should believe or trust one thing that is said. I try to be compassionate and sensitive to others issues and downfalls and even family tragedies but to use and abuse friendships and not be honest when the opportunities are ever present, not Cool at all!

I understand Erwin is in a tough spot, even before his girls illness he was always in a tough spot, working his ass off 2 jobs and still not making ends meet, much of this by his poor choices in spending  but the choice of the bad mate that he has children with are his biggest downfall. Being torn down and beaten up over and over again , even cheating on him with the godfather of their child still he stands by her side, for what. she's not in a class of his in intelligence , not a great looking gal and maybe, just maybe she can suck and fuck like a Tijuana whore and whoop the fuck Dee. Why , ? Why? why? does he continue to chase this tired tail and in the process derail his support group and give in the the love that he thinks he has when in fact he doesn't love himself??? I give up but yet he goes back for more diappointment when in fact he knows no other way, from childhood he was doomed and has yet to give professional help a real shot

I hate to bag on Erwin and Scarlett but my friendship and my kindness and compassion and empathetic ways have been abused for the 3rd time now. This in fact is a mirror image of what Scarlett has done to him and yet i speak almost hypocritically of his choice to take here back. well why do i put myself in a position to keep giving to him and allowing him to owe me money for things bought that he doesn't need, having 6 kids there are sacrifices we must make, his toys aren't one of them and i help to finance some of them. Shame on me for helping a friend and shame on me for expecting his word to mean anything. checking my paypal account again for the 7th straight day after i was told there was money sent there , Nothing, nothing at  all in my account and a friendship that is void of any truth Or meaning. Pisses me off to think that i considered him a real friend at one time, he will pay me i know,but a one year loan is going on 2 plus now and I'm tired off waiting, i have expenses as he does but I didn't borrow from him, he borrowed from me and i f i were a Bank I'd repo the things i sold to him. live and learn and give and be taken advantage of, no more for me , only thing he did was lose a great Friend and make it harder for me to give to the next guy based on my experience with him. Too bad, so fucking sad!

The Grind and My Coffee

Back to the grind of trying to figure what the day will bring me, can't put a finger on it but something is out of alignment. Maybe its the Sciatic nerve that's barking up my ass right now with every step I take? At work today the usual suspects aren't here or are not where they are supposed to be, whatever the case may be, don't give a shit, not my job to police them , grown ups need to be watched over which is so sad to me. Human nature is a mother fucker I see and those who can take full advantage of something or someone will do so at the drop of a hat.

  Have a morning meeting with Michael this morning, Terria and i have been 3 weeks without seeing him together, although we go separately , this morning we go together! I don't have any burning agenda to share with him.  As I sit here and watch the most highly strung human being i have ever met, Mr. Scott is amazing with his fervor for life, at times too much energy but the intentions are all good and he does mean well. So ready to depart to see Michael and then go to breakfast with my wife, then head back to works and get out of here at 3:30  and prepare for the weekend.

This weekend should be really good, have our friend(Prozac) Brad Holland coming into town from Baja to hang with terria and I. We have to clean the house and the patio and should recall a few crew members to hang with us and enjoy the old days of crew with stories of old and of new. So being off this Friday will jump on the house and go through it all and then hit the Patio and ready my BBQ grill with some new burners and be able to make a good meal for my friends!

So as i close this I must be thankful to be in a place and be in a position to share the goodness that I have been blessed with, at times we let life take over and spend so much time and energy fixing shit, changing shit and at times forget the plot to life. Life is about living it to the fullest with people around you that bring goodness and not trouble, people who are there when you not only want them but need them , and the other way around as well. Thanks to Frank Schaeffer for offering up another positive mindset to use as a guide to fulfilling a happy exsistance I know i have shared the fact that my world and Terria's world has become such a small and unencumbered place where we enjoy the good, separate the bad and walk through the tunnel with the lights always shining bright on the other end. The one thing that my education and my reading and life skills have taught me is that, positivity is the key to seeing through of allot of this life' bullshit. Being in control of our small circle allows the crap that goes on outside the circle that much more irrelevant and easier to walk away from. So i head out the door on the way to more wellness with Michael!

I Have a Thought...just one mind You

I have designs on turning this side of the house back into a rant and rave page where I can unload on eveything stupid and all those who are listening or watching...hear me Sarah Palin, you stupid unethical tard bucket, oh wait that's your kid,no offense to her but stem cell research stops shit like this but you tripped over your bible and can't see your hole in your head through the trees. I know that's so mean and inappropriate but thats' what this side of the house will be about, laughs at dumb people's expense, not very CHristian of me but I have a right to speak freely, even if non PC. Good Times and great days ahead, hopefully we will all be nicer to each other, just not on this side of the house.....lmao