Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Blah Blah blah
Really got nothing in the tank, no bullets in the chamber and nothing really to talk about. I guess in this case i am spewing noinsense for the sake of spewing nonsensical bullshit. The day started out with me being 2 hours later to work, the really long shower and the fuck this finish , dry off and contemplate calling in disinterested today but figured, whatever I was going to do was not better than going to work. So I'm here, a Mcdonalds coffee and a shitload of equal to sweeten my shit up. The day , this bloody boring assed day is killing my thought process and I'm trying to eek out some good positive thoughts to get me through. after the flooring debacle last night , Terria and i tried to install laminate flooring in the extra bedroom and got 3 rows deep before I said " fuck this fucking shit" Brandon can finish this shit up. couldn;t find the saw, the reciprocal saw had a bent blade and I has to make handcuts with an old fashioned hand saw, like I said, Fuck that shit. So today i might get remotivated and give it another wack, depends on how many gym visits i make today and what kind of energy level i maintain. I went back on Facebook for about 10 minutes lookig for my friend Mona, posted and m,essaged her and no responses as of yet, a little concerned about her and her health right now, the Chemo is not a good time and hopefully she is recovering and feeling better, so i pray for her instead of talking to her. The rest of the world still revolves and nothing really to talk about, all is really going well and trying to keep an even temperament in getting through the initial stages of reconciliation and my therapy to help exlain alot of my pychosis so to speak! So at the risk of spewing and making even less sense than normal i should get to work and do nothing, but this does allow to be at least appear to be doing something via government technology and tools, so i digress to another time and another place, even if earlier this morning and a failed mission in the shower, LMMFAO. Thank God nobody reads this shit , they's understand my need for the shrinkie dink. So I will shut up until something really cool, or really bad happens and then i have something to say or comment, or editorialize , but til then I'm the fuck outta here and there is nobody to kick in the dick and I'm not feeling good about that , miss fuckijg with people
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Its pretty bad when i can't even formualte a bad thought about sarah Palin, the dumbest whore in the universe, her and the Kardashians of course, but I am emotionally and mentally bankrupt currently and have nothing new or interesting to share in my life and the work mode button is in full effect. I'm dedicated to fixing a lot of broken pieces of my psyche and trying to re-establish a sense of Greg and a true meaning to what it means to be married to an angel and a perfect woman. I at times get alittle whimsical and a little complacent with things that i know are solid and will always be there for me. so I constantly fight the fight of staying true to things are are true to me and things and peolle that really have travelled the roads to the moutaintops with me. I can say that my mind, my heart and soul are definitely in a different place than a week ago, 2 weeks and even 6 months ago! I have aplenty to fix and many thoughts to reconcile as the thought of riding motorcycles and a knee surgery are in the back of my mind. so until i get more clarity i will play in the cloudy waters of my life and wait for purification of mind, body and soul to help me delve into life headfirst and tackle any and all obstacles that try to stand in my way. Life is good, do not want to complicate it with my inability to deal with the simple stuff.
ReplyDelete